I decided that I am going to go to school to be a chemical dependency counselor, rather than a barber. I’m very anxious but excited at the same time.
Yet again, the state of Texas has fucked me over. I just dropped 500 fucking dollars on my “vehicle registration” why it costs 500 dollars, I do not know. I got a letter in the mail today saying that I also now owe 650 dollars for tickets that were supposed to be taken care of by an attorney. How the hell does the state expect people to live, and pay bills if they’re spending all their money staying out of fucking jail?
I’ve been so down lately thinking about money. I’ve got a job that I work almost my whole entire week at and I have nothing to show for it. My bills are more than my income, the mantainence on my vehicle is more than I can afford with bills, and on top of all that, I have to eat.
What made me really step back and look at it, is that tomorrow I have to spend 100% of the money in both my checking and savings account to get my car registered into my name and have up to date tags, 500+ fucking dollars. It’s ridiculous. I feel like I will not have enough money to pay my bills, eat, have gas to get to work, etc. it’s depressing, and I have no idea what to do.